I'm going to insane. @.@

Once upon a time, we were merely friends,
but I don't know when do I fall in love in you and I don't know what's the reason.
I'm really frightened when I know what my heart does.
what makes me like you? I don't know even.
I just know that you're being caring and love God.

I'm really confused.
People feel that you like me and I'm treated well by you,
but sometime I can't feel it.
Anyway, your action is shuffling my mind.
I was about to let it float away, out of my mind but I couldn't do it
for my heart keeps me going with this.
Moreover, my heart is melted when you gaze at me as look into my eyes.

I never meant to tell you about my feeling and I won't.
Hard-feelings with me now. *moans*


Notification
I don't know will you read my blog but...
If you know that I'm talking about you, please hurt me directly
or tell me what's on your mind after reading.
It might be extremely hurt,
but I rather you hurt me then I only can put it down.

God is faithful

A : It's Impossible
God : All thing is possible

B : I'm too tired
God : I will give you rest

C : Nobody really loves me
God : I love you

D :I can't figure things out
God : I will direct your steps

E : I can't do it... ...
God : You can do all the things

F ：I'm not able
God : I am able...

G: I can't forgive myself
God : I forgive you

H ： I can't manage
God : I will supply all your needs

I : I'm afraid
God : I have not given you a spirit of fear

J :I'm always worried & frustrated
God : Cast all your cares on me

K : I'm not smart enough
God :I give you wisdom

L : I feel all alone
God : I will never leave you or forsake you

M : I have never been loved, friends ignore me.
God : My unfailing love fills you up always and it will not be shaken.

Miracle is unpredictable.

Woohoo~

Something happened just now.
That was I received a birthday greeting card by
Py Optic (my spectacles company).

That is just unbelievable.
I've never been there since I bought my spectacles, I think it was
2 years ago.

I was really thrilled. ^^
Because this thing reminded me,
Miracle will happen as you never predicted.
That is just same as God will be giving me a lot of surprises always. :-D


God, I know you hear my prayers whenever I pray to you.
I know you keep giving me hopes & faith whenever I have no confidence.
I know you're being my lullaby whenever I couldn't sleep.
I know you're the most faithful that who never lies me.

Thank God for You're awesome . :-D
I can feel Your unfailing love to me in the bottom of my heart entirely.
However, Miracle is unpredictable. ^^

The day I met you

The day I met you
     I found a friend-
     And a friend that
     I will pray never end.

Your smile is so sweet
     And so bright
     Kept me going
     When day was as dark as night.

You never ever judged me,
     You understood my sorrow.
     Then you told me it needn't be that way,
     You gave me advice and encouragement.

You were always there for me,
     I knew I could count on you.
     You gave me advice and encouragement
     You helped me learn to love myself.

You made life seems so good.
    You said I can do anything I put
    My mind and faith to do.
    Suddenly I knew I could.

There were times when we didn't see eye to eye
     And there were days when both of us cried.
     But even so we made it through:
     Our friendship hasn't yet died.

Circumstances have pulled us apart,
     We are separated by many miles.
     Frankly, the only thing keeps me going
     Is my treasured memory of your smile.

The friendship we share
     Is so precious to me.
     I hope it grows and flourishes
     And lasts unto infinity.

You are so unique to me
     And so this to you I really must tell:
     You are one true friend,
     My Guardian Angel.

Our friendship is one-in-a-million.
     So let's hold on to it and each other.
     We cannot let this chance of bliss fly away or forsake it
     For there will never be another.

*The End*

Special to Jacqueline, Yi Jun, Shen Wen, Pastor Lim,
Ekin (my elder brother), Jennie, Chee Chung and Li Win. :-D
Thanks for being my friend, listener and adviser.
I'm truly blessed by God
for He loves me as much as sands of beach.
It will be uncountable and infinity.

Toy Story 3

If someone asks:" Does anyone like Toy Story?" I will be the first to hoist my right hand up and answer immediately, " I DO, my beloved Toy Story. How fabulous this is ! "

Toy Story 3,
It's a comedy as everyone knows this movie.
I have been waiting it since I know it'll show in theaters in 2010.
Whatever problems, I must watch it.
No one can forbid me to theater, even money. I'm already addicted and fall in love in Toy Story. I wanna post the synopsis here right now because I bought a novel of Toy Story 3. *smiles* I'm lost self-control so pardon me for advertising it.

Toy Story's Synopsis:
Nowadays, Andy has grown up, he prepares to depart for college any day. Woody, Buzz Lightyear and the rest of Andy's toys don't know what will happen to them about their uncertain future. Woody wants to stay at Andy's, tucked away safely in the attic, but the toys can't imagine a life without playtime. Most of them have ever thought they're being abandoned and getting thrown away by their owner. It's pandemonium as they try to stay along, then the toys are about to have their most amazing adventure yet. Their adventure starts once they realize the Daycare is full of abusive kids, now they must escape for saving themselves from the evil toys and abusive kids.

For now, I want to tell you all about my thought...
*starts*
The character I like the most is the cowboy named Woody,
Woody is an optimist.
What he made me appreciate is his loyalty,
I could see this way from every episode.
Because of his loyalty,
so he is the only one who reads what's on Andy mind.
and never disappointed in Andy even.
In addiction, Woody is an optimist,
for he has been encouraging his buddies
when they are depressed or think desperately.
At last, he is helpful & treats his friends seriously.
For examples,
"In Toy Story 3,
Before leaving Daycare, Woody was teased and
disregarded by his friends.
Woody escapes successfully from Daycare and
finds a fabulous owner who named Bonnie,
but he determines to return for rescuing his friends."
Actually all of them are being Andy's friends in his heart and
it'll never be changed because the heart is still remain.
The toys are meant to Andy so much.
Woody does anything with faith & hopes always. *ends*

I've gained a lot of things through this character in Toy Story.
So these are reasons why I appreciate it so much.
The conclusion of mine is Toy Story is a meaningful show
and I think it'll be so vivid in 3D. :-D

Buzz exclaims it always when he's going to reach for the sky.
" To infinity... and beyond. "

I ♥ Music

Music,
is the soul of language.
It entirely expresses our inner thoughts.

Basically, Music could cure our spirits when we feel either depressed or frustrated.
Music's existence is such a marvellous and fantastic so
anyone should not anti-music but we have to listen appropriate songs certainly.
We have to thanks to those composers and writers, music does not exist if without all of them.

Last, I want to thank god because he gives humans inspiration to compose a lot of nice melodies.
This is the reason why I would like to sing. ^^ 
Everyone necessaries Music. Existence of Music is remarkable. :-)


For all eternity,
I ♥ MUSIC

Delight in the God always.

Jesus is the most precious gift to me. ^^
I believe in him as my Saviour so just stop forbidding or annoying me for those who keep trying to change me. I wish I wouldn't hear any sentences as "that's alright if don't go to church for once."
Jesus is my Saviour, my God, my Lord and my closet friend.
As written in Bible,

"For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son,

that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life."

- John 3:16

"But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us."

-Romans 5:8

~Jesus is my source of existence. :-) 

I know I couldn't back to the God without His begotten son, Jesus.
Jesus was crucified for us, so we could back to the God through Him and
for the everlasting life He brought to my life. *Amazing Grace*
I would like being a Christian, there's nothing could forbid me to be God's side and nothing's gonna change my mind.

Yet I know you never slip away from me.
Your unfailing love fills me up always and it will not be shaken.
I know the heart does go on no matter how I am.
For you, my heart will go on and on. Thank God.

Living in the Lord is such a marvellous thing to me, because

God is awesome. :-D

For all eternity,
I ♥ GOD

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