My heart's crippled by inner conflicts

All of us would hope there's no misery,
but when people think this way.
There would be either misery or conflict interrupt into our life.
Especially when we isolate ourselves and leave God away.


God, I'm sorry for I left you for while moment.
Because of leaving you, I don't know how to fix problem up by myself.
Because of leaving you, I would be very tempered once someone offended me.
Because of leaving you, I was delirious.
Because of leaving you, I'm collapsed.
Because of leaving you, I feel ashamed of my transgressions.
Because of leaving you, my heart's crippled by inner conflicts.


Your begotten son, Jesus was crucified by humans.
But He was still sacrified himself to redeem humans' soul.
I'm the one too definitely.
Therefore, I must've to obey my Redeemer and not the pervert
who betrayed God. And I know He reads my mind.


Readers of Christian, please pray for me constantly as letting me
cherish the Salvation and unfailing love are given by God.
Do not let its gave me and waste these in vain.
Thanks. :-)

will be updated soon. :-)

I apologize to my readers.

Actually I'm not in the mood for quite long time.
I think it's not the time to express what is on my mind and
what I'm thinking for, but Delight and Joy are always with me
because I saw so many blessings poured on me that given by God
through some incidents. Moreover, I know you sustain my burden and I need your strength and wisdom now as nobody could help me this time, because you want me to be strengthened further and learn to be independent.

I learned and wouldn't groan for my life anymore as I know my
life's not as tragic as people who are disregarded and abandoned by society. However, I'll conquer it with God.


Thank God. :-D


* my blog will be updated again in a month *

Sex Education is "extincted".

People's heart is terribly dark without God's justice.

Premarital Sex is recognized generally in society of this generation.
There has nobody wants to remain abstinent.
Why are those perverts are just want to content their sexual gravitation?
Why are they so avaricious and never care about girls' feeling?

Don't you guys know your every movement will influence another's feelings?
Don't you guys afraid if your girl friend sudddenly reveals
she's a pregnant?
And you will influence their future permanently as no point to return !


Well. All I wanna say...
My conclusion is Abstinence is still realistic because this has nothing
to do with generation-changed.